6 long and extremely hard days behind. I got hit by a train. Wait, two trains. I barely remember last 3 days. Nausea, sickness, diarrhea, pain, fear. This chemo was much, much worse. I felt guilty and sad that my two boys Szymek and Tom have to watch how miserable I am.
I had an appointment today, and that’s actually when the train hit me for the third time this week. I couldn’t get myself up. I was sooo tired. 5 long hours in the hospital didn’t help. But my blood results and ekg are not that bad considering what I went through. Doctor said that could be worse (no, it couldn’t – she is wrong!).